TSK · Numbers 11:15

But now, if you will forgive their sin…, but if not, wipe me out from your book that you have written.”

Longing for Death“Why does God give light to one who is in misery, and life to those whose soul is bitter,

so that I would prefer strangling, and death more than life.

Why did I ever come forth from my mother’s womb? All I experience is trouble and grief, and I spend my days in shame.

When the sun began to shine, God sent a hot east wind. So the sun beat down on Jonah’s head, and he grew faint. So he despaired of life, and said,“I would rather die than live!”

My confident hope is that I will in no way be ashamed but that with complete boldness, even now as always, Christ will be exalted in my body, whether I live or die.