TSK · Ecclesiastes 3:21

and the dust returns to the earth as it was, and the spirit returns to God who gave it.

If I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and will receive you to myself; that where I am, you may be there also.

For we know that if the earthly house of our tent is dissolved, we have a building from God, a house not made with hands, eternal, in the heavens.

But I am in a dilemma between the two, having the desire to depart and be with Christ, which is far better.