TSK · Job 35:3

I am blameless. I don't respect myself. I despise my life.

If I am wicked, woe to me. If I am righteous, I still shall not lift up my head, being filled with disgrace, and conscious of my affliction.

For what is the portion from God above, and the heritage from the Almighty on high?

Surely in vain I have cleansed my heart, and washed my hands in innocence,