TSK · 2 Samuel 1:9

Saul said to his armor bearer,“Draw your sword and stab me with it! Otherwise these uncircumcised people will come, stab me, and torture me.” But his armor bearer refused to do it, because he was very afraid. So Saul took his sword and fell on it.

In those days people will seek death, but will not be able to find it; they will long to die, but death will flee from them.