TSK · Numbers 11:15

Yet now, if you will, forgive their sin--and if not, please blot me out of your book which you have written."

"Why is light given to him who is in misery, life to the bitter in soul,

so that my soul chooses strangling, death rather than my bones.

Why came I forth out of the womb to see labor and sorrow, that my days should be consumed with shame?

It happened, when the sun arose, that God prepared a sultry east wind; and the sun beat on Jonah's head, so that he fainted, and requested for himself that he might die, and said, "It is better for me to die than to live."

according to my earnest expectation and hope, that I will in no way be disappointed, but with all boldness, as always, now also Christ will be magnified in my body, whether by life, or by death.