TSK · Genesis 30:1

They traveled from Bethel. There was still some distance to come to Ephrath, and Rachel travailed. She had hard labor.

If you treat me this way, please kill me right now, if I have found favor in your sight; and don't let me see my wretchedness."

When the day came that Elkanah sacrificed, he gave to Peninnah his wife, and to all her sons and her daughters, portions:

But he himself went a day's journey into the wilderness, and came and sat down under a juniper tree: and he requested for himself that he might die, and said, "It is enough. Now, O Yahweh, take away my life; for I am not better than my fathers."

"Why didn't I die from the womb? Why didn't I give up the spirit when my mother bore me?

For resentment kills the foolish man, and jealousy kills the simple.

They envied Moses also in the camp, and Aaron, Yahweh's saint.

Sheol, the barren womb; the earth that is not satisfied with water; and the fire that doesn't say, 'Enough.'

Cursed is the day in which I was born: don't let the day in which my mother bore me be blessed.

For his disciples had gone away into the city to buy food.

For godly sorrow works repentance to salvation, which brings no regret. But the sorrow of the world works death.

For we were also once foolish, disobedient, deceived, serving various lusts and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful, and hating one another.

Or do you think that the Scripture says in vain, "The Spirit who lives in us yearns jealously"?